Its been a freakin long time since I last blogged.. haha!~
well now Im outta high school & into college, hopefully I'll go into Uni in the later future.
Changing my Arts courses into Science isn't easy, as I did that last min after I had chosen my Arts courses.. LOL!
Theres been a whole lotta going on in my life and the world too of coz ( the universe doesn't revolve around me ) but I hope it will someday.. haha~
many disappointments and let downs. but still hanging in there as life have to go on despite all that crap..
Sold my house back home, seperated from my two cute dogs..
told some1 how I felt, didnt get reject or accepted (I guess rejected?) anyways, it's my typical life without any real happiness.. oh wellz, I guesss have to wait till it's my turn right?
after I came back to canada, I lost several people who I thought were my true friends back home, and that really hurt me a whole lot *ouch*, yea, when you find out something you shouldn't know, even if you are a guy, it hurts too.... but thats life too, being hurt and learning from it.
Being guilty isn't one of my aspects of being me people who knows me knows that.. but theres a few special cases, like when my mum wants to buy me something expensive and I know that we are not rich, hence I get guilty.. or like my maid who doesn't mean much to other people but who means the world to me buy me something small like a simple ring, and I know she has childrens too, this too makes me feel insig... but the most guilty I ever felt is when I promise my dogs I would be with them forever, but seperated in the end.. that really squeezed the blood from my heart..
Yea, well.. Im a sensetive guy who doesn't treasure what he have till the last moment, until it's too late to do anything...
Learning from all my mistakes from above, I learn not to expect too much from anybody and make promises I know I can't hold it forever.. this are the two main subjects in my life that im trying to get an A+ in it.. LOL
I'll try to update more when my summer break comes or when I remember something that I didn't post, and please excuse my horrible english LOL! I know it's still very bad but Im working on it!
Last but not least, lets pray for the people in Japan that they might have better days ahead..! :)
